明年就30岁，无学历无存款，18年大专毕业后做过各类临时工和各类4000-8000的一线城市的工作，所幸高二某个暑假老妈给了1万块去香港玩，揣着10张1k的时候钱包都顾不起来，那时候觉得原来1万块就这么点儿啊，回到2025年现在1万都够呛能拿出来。在香港某个喝啤酒的bar“隐约是在中环？亦或是铜锣湾”里第一次用英语点餐开启了我漫长的英语学习生涯。所幸我有微弱期但持续的热诚，19年雅思考了6.5，在20年的时候去美洲某个共和国的中国公司打工，但在没有干净自来水和洗衣机，空调的2人宿舍里，我在很嚣张的提出增设这些设备的时候被福建老板指着鼻子臭骂“你以为你有什么资格谈条件？ 我花2万peso就买你一只手你信不？” 当时过于勇猛，掏出手机录视频后被暴怒的老板（其实当时他应该是经理，老板后面过来盯着以防我还手，一个黑瘦小矮个165左右）直接过来动手抢手机，op在受到锁喉和1拳之后得到了牙龈出血和摔烂的iPhone XR,在海外收到威胁和直接暴力后直接认怂服软，低眉顺眼的顺利再渡过一个礼拜后在圣多明各的黑哥手机摊修好后马上跑路，那时候是22年8月。 飞去塞尔维亚住了小一个月辗转后飞回香港又因为疫情把我关在深圳湾半个月，小100k的存款竟然花的也差不多了，在23年后就逐渐回到19年的自己，工作更难找了，而且驻外也非常险恶。年迈老母刚退休，父亲留下赌债和癌症账单后logged out 地球online，深圳土著的女友家里人又给她全款买了新房。 舍不得家中老母，女友的生活也好像波澜不惊地慢慢向上，顺遂的人生好像只有碰上了我这种意外打扰了她的岁静。其实抛下一切我也可以飞到塞尔维亚走线去德国，当个政治难民的生活质量跟现在比或许还会更好，起码是有希望的活。 其实除了担心爱我的人会伤心外，突然一场车祸带走我，我也只是留下一部手机而已，没有任何legacies，反而轻松。 但Andy Dufresne 话斋；hope is a good thing,maybe the best of things.and no good thing ever dies.我还是会积极生活，努力锻炼身体的。 ；）
- Author: Embarrassed_Star_274
- Created: 2025-12-14 02:55:55 UTC
- Score: 26
- ID: ntx2q8l
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雅，兄弟
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:57:38 UTC
- Score: 6
- ID: ntxrxaw
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暖，兄弟
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-14 03:34:46 UTC
- Score: 30
- ID: ntx8oyc
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https://preview.redd.it/h95kciiia37g1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=dee7047502cc29346cbcb6d802b7670bab8878cc
在做完全没必要的金属探测动作的时候，我需要从椅子上起来，等于每一天的做半程深蹲是有报酬的
- Author: Electronic-Arm-3960
- Created: 2025-12-14 04:21:38 UTC
- Score: -1
- ID: ntxfget
- Ups=-1 | Downs=0 | Controversiality=1 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntxfget/
魔
- Author: Baselineaccount
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:21:27 UTC
- Score: 13
- ID: ntxnjp9
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你这人生经历和电影似的
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-14 06:01:31 UTC
- Score: 11
- ID: ntxsdmn
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可是电影是假的
- Author: GroundbreakingGap401
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:29:36 UTC
- Score: 8
- ID: ntxok2m
- Ups=8 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntxok2m/
安
- Author: TraditionalAd8415
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:45:35 UTC
- Score: 6
- ID: ntxqi7c
- Ups=6 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntxqi7c/
你还有女友？
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:57:16 UTC
- Score: 17
- ID: ntxrvrd
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会根据建模和关系维护对于“有”这个状态产生不同程度的黏性
- Author: West_Character_969
- Created: 2025-12-14 16:26:44 UTC
- Score: 7
- ID: nu0093f
- Ups=7 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu0093f/
中译中
- Author: PhilosophyMammoth748
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:50:11 UTC
- Score: 5
- ID: ntxr20h
- Ups=5 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntxr20h/
sir, please remove any metallic items you may be carrying, keys, loose change
- Author: FarGas2989
- Created: 2025-12-14 05:53:33 UTC
- Score: 2
- ID: ntxrg5k
- Ups=2 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntxrg5k/
瑞思拜 bro 不过好奇深圳土著女友咋找到的？
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-14 06:02:52 UTC
- Score: 5
- ID: ntxsje5
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Happened to be深圳土著而已，并不是根据这种条件去挑，bro
- Author: cheery_audio
- Created: 2025-12-14 08:49:22 UTC
- Score: 3
- ID: nty9uuj
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小zer洋文使挺好
- Author: Hollande_Uranus
- Created: 2025-12-14 19:22:41 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu107mo
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu107mo/
怎么扎根的
- Author: Intrepid-Wafer-3145
- Created: 2025-12-14 07:56:44 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: nty4kml
- Ups=1 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nty4kml/
哎
- Author: Shoddy_Ear2527
- Created: 2025-12-14 10:17:15 UTC
- Score: 2
- ID: ntyio8i
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幽默！加油会好起来的✌️😊
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-14 11:04:21 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: ntynkqt
- Ups=1 | Downs=0 | Submitter=true | Flair=准备跑路 | FlairColor=dark | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntynkqt/
：）
- Author: tks159
- Created: 2025-12-14 12:14:16 UTC
- Score: 2
- ID: ntyv62e
- Ups=2 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntyv62e/
爆米准备开润啊，润了干车间工不也挺好
- Author: VariousExcuse3505
- Created: 2025-12-14 12:37:12 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: ntyxwng
- Ups=1 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/ntyxwng/
我佛了，你不会也96年吧，起码还有个女友，本🐭一无所有
- Author: Striking-Skill-9606
- Created: 2025-12-15 07:04:20 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu4a70b
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu4a70b/
同样96，跑路了吗？
- Author: GJG858
- Created: 2025-12-14 16:55:26 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu05zq0
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu05zq0/
支持你。会好起来
- Author: Ok_Major_1072
- Created: 2025-12-14 23:56:19 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu2hwkj
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu2hwkj/
厉害👍
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-15 01:58:54 UTC
- Score: 8
- ID: nu333ul
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Op最新update;领导过来一通招呼；不准看电子书，不准带耳机，甚至桌子上的水杯都不能放，訓到一半我忍不住笑了，领导脸色大便，看来明天不用来了，保安生涯持续了漫长又短暂的2天半，ladies and gentlemen! This is it ;)
- Author: woaisiwachangtui
- Created: 2025-12-15 02:51:14 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu3bq20
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu3bq20/
哪里保安 酱油活吗
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-15 03:31:34 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: nu3hzlp
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在哪区别不大，怎么想想怎么度过上班时间，看书玩手机呗
- Author: woaisiwachangtui
- Created: 2025-12-15 02:55:33 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: nu3ces7
- Ups=1 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu3ces7/
当初怎么没从中美洲去美国
- Author: winniethefork8964
- Created: 2025-12-15 03:33:45 UTC
- Score: 3
- ID: nu3ibiq
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不到迫不得已就不走线了，家里还有挂碍
- Author: lelouchlovecc
- Created: 2025-12-15 07:52:52 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: nu4ffcg
- Ups=1 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu4ffcg/
说句实话，墙里有挂碍，和你的年龄学历技能，好好照顾母亲，女朋友转正，过个平淡的生活就很好了。没必要折腾自己，把现在的生活过好就行。
- Author: Admirable-Map-5327
- Created: 2025-12-15 09:02:21 UTC
- Score: 1
- ID: nu4mdjx
- Ups=1 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu4mdjx/
速跑吧，做多中国就是死路一条，无数有志之士勇他们的生命像我们说明了这一点。
- Author: CheapPerformance7339
- Created: 2025-12-15 11:04:52 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu4yonl
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu4yonl/
我看到了我的以后，有时候想想这辈子很短，照顾好家人也许也是一种完美结局
- Author: stAR_1ux33
- Created: 2025-12-15 14:18:27 UTC
- Score: 0
- ID: nu5q7u2
- Ups=0 | Downs=0 | Permalink=/r/iwanttorun/comments/1pm37dq/一边做保安一边看刘晓波/nu5q7u2/
没仔细看标题以为你看的是王小波，结果是刘晓波。墙内看刘晓波你是真的勇